It’s his birthday…

Three years ago; this man entered my life and swept me away. The first time I saw him I was sitting next to my sister at the dock waiting for our dad.. I looked up, spotting the most handsome man walking towards us. Our eyes met and it was a moment when time stood still. I simply couldn’t take my eyes off of him. It turned out that he was one of the chefs at my sisters restaurant where I was supposed to help out a week later.

I will never forget the first time I entered the kitchen and our eyes met again. I didn’t know what was happening to me. All of a sudden I turned into this shy ”school girl”, not knowing what to say..

That was how it all started… I had the best summer of my life and for the first time, I knew I had met the love of my life.  I was the happiest I had ever been but also more scared than ever. What if he would disappear and leave… Simply walk out of my life; leaving me with a broken heart. I couldn’t bare it happening to me once again. I was so scared and traumatized by all the bad things that had happened to me in my life. I was terrified of having to experience another trauma. So I tried to protect my heart by not entirely letting him in…. I had made a promise to myself, never letting myself getting hurt again.

But he was confident and brave and so full of love that as time went by I lowered my guard and slowly, oh so slowly I let him in….

A little more than three years have now passed. The day he entered, my whole life changed for the better. I am so safe now that I have been able to heal my old wounds. I have cried more than I ever had because I have felt safe enough to let the tears out and I have loved more than ever because I have finally realized what love is…

This man is the most beautiful man and soul I have ever met. He is the bravest, most loving and caring person.. With him I am the woman I am supposed to be❤️.